I am sure I feel just as bad as the supporters, says a crestfallen Calderwood
By Paul Third
Published: 20/03/2009
Aberdeen could strengthen their push for a place in the Europa League this weekend. But even if the Dons do finish third this season, it will not be enough for manager Jimmy Calderwood.
Calderwood looked as if he had spent a sleepless night following his side’s Scottish Cup quarter-final exit at the hands of Dunfermline when he spoke to the media yesterday.
Jaded, softly spoken and clearly still devastated by his team’s failure to beat his former club at Pittodrie in Wednesday’s replay, Calderwood admits no matter how well his team does from now to the end of the campaign, it will not make up for missing out on Hampden to lower league opposition again.
Despite the supporters’ anger, despite the disappointment, there was no talk of resignation.
The manager will not walk away and said: “We have been third before, but the cup final would have been something special. We have been inconsistent this year and, while a third-place finish would be a fantastic achievement, I don’t think it will make up for missing out on another chance to play in a cup final.
“On a personal level it is a massive disappointment. We were in the quarter-finals and you allow yourself to dream again don’t you?
“We have been very strong at home and confidence was high, but we have lost again.
“We have been so close to a final and now a semi-final, and I am sure I feel just as bad as the supporters.â€
The Dons manager was in apologetic mood as he surveyed the wreckage of his club’s cup exit.
Yesterday was the day for an inquest at Pittodrie and Calderwood believes his side need a big performance at Hibernian tomorrow to begin to ease the pain.
He said: “It doesn’t get easier until the next victory and, hopefully, that will be Saturday as we have the break for the international games and I don’t want to feel like this for the next two weeks.
“It was a long night to say the least. We started the game really well with pace. The longer the game went on, people started to get restless and players started to doubt themselves a bit.
“We dominated extra time but we didn’t have that spark to get us a goal and when it went to penalties it was a lottery and we’re out.
“We have let the supporters, ourselves and the club down again.â€
The cup exit is the third time in three seasons the Dons have lost to lower league opponents with Wednesday’s Pittodrie exit against the Pars following a Scottish Cup semi-final loss at Hampden to Queen of the South last season and a League Cup exit against Queen’s Park in 2006.
Calderwood struggled to find a common denominator to the results, but believes tomorrow’s game at Easter Road will be a big test for his team.
He said: “We’ve had three huge setbacks in the cup competitions now, but they have all been with different teams. Doubts have crept in during the season.
“We had it at the start of the season and we had it again last night.
“You learn about people in adversity and it is a test of character for us now.
“Feelings are very fresh at the moment, so I don’t know if it is worse than last year. We knew if we won last year we were back in Europe and when we lost, it was a lot harder to take.â€